After sitting down for a few moments and grounding myself after my Green Tara experience, I made my way over to the reflexology walk that encircled an enormous rose quartz stone.
This time my ego was a lot quieter but still chimed in with fear. 'Don't expect to receive any more information even when you put your hands on the stone and try to tune it, nothing will come through.'
Acutely aware of my ego's fears my soul took over. 'All you need to do is remain present and in the moment, let yourself trust.'
I had no idea what I was about to experience that day, but my ego was quick to tell me 'You won't receive any guidance or wisdom while you're here'.
My soul was quick to respond, 'Clear your mind and simply BE'.
THIS fear could have been my clue and a preview to what I was about to heal and experience that day.
A day of wisdom flowing through me as the voice of my soul was so loud and clear it was as though someone was sitting on my shoulder and talking to me.
That afternoon while the sunshine filled the sky and lit up the divine mumma nature that surrounded us, I was inspired to lead a silent walk. In my mind this was going to take place in the morning, but the universe had different ideas.
We grabbed our paper and pen and set off with the intention of walking for half an hour at a slow relaxed pace and opened up space for our ego to enter the stage.
One of my favorite tools for gaining clarity is a game I call "Ego Sais, Soul Sais". This silent walk was the perfect space for that game and that clarity.
As we walked my mind was quite clear initially.
I was extremely aware of my gorgeous surrounds as I began to ask myself, “what else is left to release this weekend after last night’s experience?”
My ego replied...
The exact schedule of the weekend ahead alludes me, as the whole retreat was a moment by moment intuitive experience with little future planning. I was downloaded one session in advance at a time, and no more.
I was constantly reminded that to truly allow my sisters to “retreat” from their daily lives, and regular daily schedules, the weekend would remain structure-less.
Ego sais: “Everyone needs a schedule, people like to know what’s on for the whole day so they can plan their spare time. They will all think it's so strange to have no schedule! You should have planned it differently!”
Soul Sais: "Trust in your intuitive guidance and the way in which the weekend will unfold. It's all perfect and you are so supported"
“This weekend we were held in a parallel universe of our own. A space that held our greatest fears and nurtured our biggest dreams. A space to stop and feel and simply be…”
Finding the words to describe the weekend just passed, my ego tells me will be hard, but my soul yearns to share.
Before I truly delve back into the real world and out of my retreat cocoon my soul craves to speak…
So here she goes…